"If you work harder, you will get luckier" per Anita Sarawak dictum.

such a century i never blog here. not because of i am being sluggish, but merely out of thought.

after my dearest friend past away recently, i been living in blue. i had million of questions which i could not find the answer. at that moment, i lost myself. world is no longer cheerful, life is no longer bliss, lives no longer blessed. i started to cast myself away from everyone. sound ironic, isn't it?

we can make friends facilely, but to get one real heart to heart buddy, it is rugged. not everyone will wear their heart at sleeve. everyone is wearing a mask when they communicate to each other, everyone always has an agenda at the back, personally.

what you get in return after you shown your heart to others? appreciation? compliment? gratefulness? blessing? stop poking a monkey out of yourself! everyone takes things for granted, no one bother what you have done for them! hoping for "thank you" is mere crying for moon.

What the eye doesn't see, the heart doesn't grieve over. the saying is always truth. over the many moons ago, i was holding on that everyone will treasure the friendship that built between you and me, it was a fetters that chained us together. after his death, he left me a realization, no one actually do care about anyone. it was just a game, a game of life. everyone is so fake! hypocrite! friend, is just a tool to achieve something, merely a stepping stone in your life. thanks to him, by attending his funeral, i saw, i observed, i learn and i realized! thank you, Tommy, even the time you left me, you still let me learn a lesson, a most prominent lesson to me in my life.

life should be defined as sharing or selfish? i doubt! i have no idea, i am lost. i have no direction at this material time. everyone is using his own yardstick of conscience to make the measurement, including the dubious me. hope against hope, i pray for answer. unfortunately, God never answer me.

what is the point of sharing? when no one seems to acknowledge my deed, in return, i been labeled as a cock-a-hoop! braggart! i should have shut myself off from now on. to safeguard myself, to bulwark my safety. all the while i thought argument will bring to enhance understanding, brain storming will lead to ameliorate comprehension, however, the bring about proven me wrong, absolutely wrong. practical result never superimpose with the ideal hypothesis. everyone is two faced. everything can ended up by the other side of the coin.

i should put on my mask.

5 Minute Management Course
Lesson 1:

1. MAKE the time to read this and return it.
2. PRAY the prayer with sincerity.
3. TRUST God to deliver on His promises.

Each and everyone one of us are going through tough times right now, but God is getting ready to bless you in a way that only He can. Keep the faith.

My instructions were to pick four people that I wanted God to bless, and I picked you. Please pass this to at least (4) people you want to be blessed and a copy back to me.

This prayer is powerful, and prayer is one of the best gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards. Let's continue to pray for one another.

The prayer:

Father, I ask You to bless my friends, relatives and those that I care deeply for, who are reading this right now. Show them a new revelation of your love and power. Holy Spirit, I ask You to minister to their spirit at this very moment. Where there is pain, give them your peace and mercy. Where there is self-doubt, release a renewed confidence through your grace. Where there is need, I ask you to fulfill their needs. Bless their homes, families, finances, their goings and their comings. In Jesus' precious name. Amen.

(If the Lord lays upon your heart to send this to more than four people, you are truly blessed).
Amen.

Be careful how you entertain strangers, whereby some have entertained angels
Don't let your day go on without reading this first, no matter how busy you may be!!!

The Pink Dress
There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park.

Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad.

Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat and watched the people go by.

She never tried to speak.

She never said a word.

Many people passed by her, but no one would stop.

The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see if the little girl would still be there.

Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes.

Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl.

For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone.

As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress.

It was grotesquely shaped.

I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no effort to speak to her.

Deformities are a low blow to our society and, heaven forbid if you make a step toward assisting someone who is different.

As I got closer, the little girl lowered her eyes slightly to avoid my intent stare.

As I approached her, I could see the shape of her back more clearly.

She was grotesquely shaped in a humped over form.

I smiled to let her know it was OK; I was there to help, to talk.

I sat down beside her and opened with a simple, 'Hello.'

The little girl acted shocked, and stammered a 'Hi ' after a long stare into my eyes.

I smiled and she shyly smiled back.

We talked until darkness fell and the park was completely empty.

I asked the girl why she was so sad.

The little girl looked at me with a sad face said, 'Because, I'm different.'

I immediately said, 'That you are,' and smiled.

The little girl acted even sadder and said, 'I know.'

'Little girl,' I said, 'you remind me of an angel, sweet and innocent.'

She looked at me and smiled, then slowly she got to her feet and said,
'Really?'
'Yes, you're like a little Guardian Angel sent to watch over all the people walking by.'

She nodded her head yes, and smiled.

With that she opened the back of her pink dress and allowed her Wings to spread, then she said 'I am.'

'I'm your Guardian Angel,' with a twinkle in her eye.

I was speechless -- sure I was seeing things.

She said, 'For once you thought of someone other than yourself. My job here is done'.

I got to my feet and said, ' Wait, why did no one stop to help an Angel?'

She looked at me, smiled, and said, 'You're the only one that could see me,' and then she was gone.

And with that, my life was changed dramatically.

So, when you think you're all you have, remember, your angel is always watching over you.

Pass this to everyone that means anything at all to you.

Make sure you send it back to the person who sent it to you, to let them know you're glad they care about you.

Like the story says, we all need someone.

And, every one of your friends is an Angel in their own way

The value of a friend is measured in the heart.

I hope your Guardian Angel watches over you always.

Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - a comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate, so timely, so true.

A Message by George Carlin:

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbour. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, ' I love you ' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

If you don't send this to at least 8 people.....Who cares?

George Carlin