Forwarded to gugubird
determination? intelligence? mindful? i am lack of all these as well. so what? i am still living happily, but if you treat me good food i will be more happier, characteristics are hard to change, but they are easier to modify, e.g. i know i cannot hold myself to play game, so instead of wasting time to figure out how to "change" or "eliminate" the habit, i "modify" it. i used to play for 6 hours per day at least, during holiday, but now, i only play for max 3 hours per day, and still i can ensure my assignments done. get what i mean? if you can not change, then modify. if you can not eliminate, then alter. things are dead, but you are alive. if option A don't work, then try option B, i am sure you can find another way to get over it. if people can make it in one hour, but you can't, then you just spend another one more few hours, finally still done right? so why bother about others? i compare myself to others to get improvement in myself, not comparing to demoralize myself or humiliate myself. everyone has his own value, compare to be better, not to be worse. you already make a success first step, because you realize what you lack of, this is a good sign. so move on and find a way to improve it, you find the bug, then debug it, not letting the bug to bugger you and drag you down. GET WHAT AM I TRYING TO SAY OR NOT?
February 25, 2009 at 12:42 AM good encouragement... ^^
February 25, 2009 at 1:09 PM thank you, finally you learn to talk human language. thank God.
February 25, 2009 at 4:47 PM just to satisfy you nia...
so appreciate it will you can...
it never last forever...
btw.... gugubird is the name that i have given to u...
you don't need to forward it to ur self...
unless this post is actually forwarded to ur future you... (incase you forget about urself, serving like a reminder that is)
February 25, 2009 at 11:30 PM oh really, you never tell me i have a name like that, okay, thanks. then what shall i call you? since we are same kind, call you jujubird then.
February 26, 2009 at 2:39 PM no... me is kingbird...
February 27, 2009 at 10:58 AM sweet dream my dear jujubird