"If you work harder, you will get luckier" per Anita Sarawak dictum.

for people who know me, what say you on me?

i am so curious to know. i know, curiosity killed the cat.

am i seems to be smart? God, this is truly a false statement
am i seems to be fashionable? i sail under false color, since i am not a looker.
am i seems to be convivial to everyone? don't judge a book from its cover
am i seems to be knowledgeable? i am a ring hollow
am i seems to be a fat cat? not a fat chance

i just had the caprice because someone told me that i "looked" smart. i did feel high at the first moment, but anon i figured out it was "looked". it was a "past tense". phew, i was a bit smarter when i was young, way back to N years ago. now? i am neither fish nor fowl. may be you can draw an analogy between pig and swine to me, i will not be pique.

a heavy purse makes a light heart, i construed it 101%. you don't have to make the same stance as my, but the principle is hard to rebut. i earn my egg money through my knowledge, and my labor. i get what i want, from my butter and egg money, so whats wrong with that? why tagged me as "braggart"? i will seek for an elixir, and promise to change.

there is one saying: hope is a good breakfast but a bad supper. i am kind of sanguine person, even it is hope against hope, still i believe i will be embraced and vested by truth. i just want to achieve and reach my destination, my goal, my dream, my desire. i don't bother whether i need to spend another few more years, life is about keeping learning the new knowledge, am i right? the bright commentators should look into own self before eloquently express their personal views and opinions.

let me hear from you, as a friend, how to improve and perfect the imperfection, to be a perfectionist. taboo and malediction, i wouldn't touch it with a ten-foot pole. just don't jinx on me, okay? just deliver the constructive and be bona fide. i appreciate it. in return, you have my bless and be bliss. honesty is sine qua non in building and maintaining a relationship, it is a cornerstone to build the trustworthiness.