"If you work harder, you will get luckier" per Anita Sarawak dictum.

Should i feel grateful or shameful? after being mute for so long, and almost all the audience left the theater, now only they start the opera. i been waiting a cow to return home, and i have a feeling of they are making a monkey out of me. Grateful that finally they will start the show or shameful that almost all gone then only they realize?

no matter how nice is the dulcet, how compelling the storyline and how pulchritudinous the actors, audiences had paid for what they deserved, everyone deserve the best sitting place and the greatest pleasure to enjoy the show. I never care how the director direct the film, what i care the most is what i pay for must worth the money. i never care one of the actors been as a stripper before, an expert in shell game, a wolf in sheep's clothing, a fly in the ointment and someone that is always doing the monkey business. All these never bring to my attention. What i care the most is how great is the show? will it satisfy my pleasure? will it be the talk of the town? Did the show carry any message behind the story?

i am here to relish, to appreciate the show that will covey some messages to the public, in order to raise public awareness, but sadly speaking, they failed. they are just a bunch of jester. they covey nothing but jokes. i though it will be an opera, but why is a frolic comedy? it is my fault or is it a trend? nowadays people have such a far low below par stature requisite? Quality is not a sine qua non of necessity and philosophy of life? i am lost.