persiflage
recently i am kind of emotional. i am more like Alternating Current, desperate at this moment and become cheer at the next second. i think myself is kind of insane, and likes to make badinage all the time. something is wrong somewhere. unfortunately, i failed to troubleshoot the short circuit.
emotion and feeling fluctuates like simple harmonic motion. the decease keeps circulating my mind. i can only makes raillery to lighten my sorrow. speechless. mind is not functioning.
will continue when i free.
July 3, 2009 at 7:16 PM normal.. haha.. ur emotion.. i perfectly understand... dun worry... time will heal...
as time passes by.. u will find new meaning in life... and that meaning and understanding in life will help u to realise that all this long, it is just ur misunderstanding of life itself...
the key is, always remember... wat u r feeling now.. is u create... so why dun u create ur happy feeling starting from now?
if u duno how to start...
follow my this few steps...
1) change ur perspective in thinking.
2) tell urself that everything is solved!
3) detect ur own problem, dun ignore, even the small tiny problem, and den.. u alter it according to the fault to right!...
4) if laughter dun come to u.. u bring the laughter to urself.. ^^
i've been in darkest moment u cannot even imagine.. i was a physho... and i am not now... i realise something i had not realise last time.. and it was that simple... just that.......
July 8, 2009 at 9:19 PM What happened Ngan? You not a lady like us having "good friend" every month also ma... I suppose you should be a very normal guy with very normal emotion ma... Don't so emotional la.. Later everybody scare at you ler... Kakakakaka