what will you do?
once upon a time ago someone questioned me this :
"what will you do if you only have 1 hour left?"
my brain juice were stagnant at that material time. faithfully, i never think of that before until yesterday. i got the sms that almost shocked my brain off. one of my best friend during high school had passed away. what the heck! as i rewind back my memory, he was the one that always having the smiley, no matter what happened! even he scored 80+ for his additional math (which i considered dumb), but still he can laugh like insane, for me i will go nuts.
we used to skipped class together, go Penang Chinese Girl School peeping on someone...
we used to walked from school to Komtar, just to save RM0.50, so that we can donate the money for charity...
we used to teased the teacher until she took the broom and chased us from 3rd floor to ground floor (our class at 3rd floor)...
we used to pussyfoot into school during midnight just want to see if there is any "ghost" to witness...
we used to cook together just because wanted to impressed someone...
we used to hugged each other and cried whole night because we lost the match...
we used to crafted our "manifesto" at somewhere...
we used to say if i have a son and he got a daughter, then we will marry them...
we used to teased each other, over everything...
we used to do anything, everything that everyone said that we are so insane and crazy and nuts...
we were once the gang that the school so eager to exile...to expel...to bar...
we were so the troublemaker during that time...
Tommy, i missed you so much...
friendship can never be bought by money or anything else...
it takes time to build, to construct, to grow...
guys, why you all left me one by one...without giving me any signal, any cue...
all the sweet memory that i had with you guys...now only remain in the sea of memory...
God is so unfair...why not the bad guys should die first?
i just can't breath anymore. i was drown in my memory lane. every moment that friends gave me is so precious and valuable, once gone, how to get a replacement?
i can never never never get another Tommy, Tecky, Min...
I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH...SO MUCH...SO MUCH...MY TEARS KEEPS ON DROPPING...BUT WHAT CAN IT HELP? MY TEARS WON'T BRING ALL YOU GUYS BACK TO ME AGAIN...MY BROKEN HEART CAN NEVER BE HEAL OVER YOUR DEATH...I ONLY HAVE A FEW TRUE FRIENDS TO LIVE WITH...WHAT YOU GUYS LEFT TO ME IS ONLY MEMORY...MAN...HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO LIVE WITH THAT MEMORY? I MISS THE LAUGH, THE SMILE, THE JOKES, THE TEARS, THE COMPLAINT, THE HUG, THE SUPPORT, THE MOTIVATION, THE EVERYTHING, THE ANYTHING...
GUYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
I REALLYYYYYYYYYYYY MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
GOD DAMN ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
June 13, 2009 at 4:20 PM life is unpredictable, if is our time to go, then let it be.....just enjoy while u can la..........
sorry to hear that ur bff event.......we should look it at the other perspective, he maybe go to another better place!hehe.....just maybe is too early for him lor,if u think so
June 13, 2009 at 9:24 PM thanks, don't know what to say...at this very moment the mind is not belongs to me..