"If you work harder, you will get luckier" per Anita Sarawak dictum.

i ate too much. too much and too much. thanks to L.L. she treated us cheesecakes at secret recipe and later char koay teow, chee cheong fan, beef noodles, popiah, and S.S.'s sushi. God, i am still full up the time i am writing this blog. i am suppose to on diet, for your information. i cannot imagine i have to go for how many rounds of exercises to kill the calories. i need to blame myself for having such a lousy self control. i just cannot defense myself from the temptation of food. shame on me.

i think L.L. will be the most happiest guy in the world today. she spent rmxxx for the new dresses. i hope she is happy with them, and S.S. too. making yourself looks great is a good thing, right?

last time i never bother about self image. in my opinion, we should judge people from their knowledge and personality, why want to judge a book from its cover? anon, i realized that actually your personal image will directly influence the mood of day of your friends, or even your customers. will you go out with someone who is very scruffy? will you go out with someone that don't know how to dress properly according to the happening? you are not only humiliated yourself, but your friends as well. all these never come to my mind until someone highlighted them to me. thanks to him, and thanks God, i finally realized that i made a huge mistake all these years.

everyone deserve to present the best parts of him to others. the dressing need not to be expensive, but at least it is nice, clean, neat and proper. i prefer to bring a few of your friends along with you, at least they can provide some ideas for you on how to dress up, what color match you and so on. of course it would be nice if the shop assistance can supply some valuable tips on matching. some would said as long as i like it, the why should i care about others. yes, it is quite truth but not wholly truth. remember when you wear the cloth and go out to attend any occasion, others will look at you, accidentally or purposely. if you were dressed up nicely, of course that will add the credits on you. contradictory, if you were wearing like a Christmas tree or digimon or pokemon, imagine who will have the courage to acknowledge you as "friend of mine"? God, please don't embarrass us. even though i am an environmentalist, but i don't really relish to walk with a tree, neither do i savor to walk with a "pet", even i am a pets geek.

today i broke my own record. i never fail to get anything from gurney every time i visit there. but today, i buy nothing. hooray, nothing at all. i homed with empty hand. it was a miracle. i am more prefer to go fro gurney because i think the clothing there are more trendy and fashionable, but the problem now is we always get to wear the same shirt with others when we go out. the feeling is kind of complicated. if the guy is kind of supermodel looker, then i feel proud cause we having the same quality of standard, reciprocal, if the monkey were wearing the same shirt with you and making you look like a chimpanzee too, God, i just loath that, even i am a baboon myself.