"If you work harder, you will get luckier" per Anita Sarawak dictum.

my dear friend told me it is actually very easy to seek for happiness. smile to yourself and you will see the world is smiling to you. smiley face will invite happiness, and certainly fluke.

i am grateful for each day that God have given to me. the moment i opens my eyes, i can see the flowers are blooming to greet me a great morning, the birds are chirping as a melody from heaven, the air is so refreshing and the crystal clear water is rejuvenating my every inch epidermis. i am still alive and enjoying my precious moment of life with my love ones, isn't it astonishing?

it is mea culpa to not relish every moment of life. i have all the senses to feel the world created by the Mighty, and i harvest the reap from what He sown. i savor the fruit of jollity that He gave to us. God, i love you. materialistically i am poor, but thanks to him, i never experiences poverty in spiritual.

life is full of excitement. we always expects the unexpected, and unexpected the expected. someone told me life is a circle. where it starts is where it ends. sounds like philosophy. for me, so long as i can live happily, why care so much? it is a wild goose chase after all. so long as i am sonsy, i am a dog with two tails with what i am having at the immediate moment.

betrayal, sabotage, treason, backstabber, those are the words that i heard repeatedly almost daily basis. at first, we fall head over heels, at last, we like a bear with a sore head. love kills, love heals. everyone learn from the past experience, sure someday you will find the apple in your eyes, why rush?

we should thank them because they make us realize and learn a rope from the incidence, especially the brain box, they always likes to play the brain game and blow your brains out to get your brain in gear and rack your brain and finally they just make you have shit for brain and be a brain dead. eventually you made a monkey out of yourself, but still thanks to them, you learn a good lesson. so why blame on Him to give a hard time and hardship?

He have give us everything, and the day to enjoy is just around the corner. mea culpa, for not being enjoying myself everyday, not being grateful for what he gave, for not being appreciate what he try to make me see, learn and realize. for the joyful day to come, lets just pray for better tomorrow and world peace, sounds holy, hohohohoho